Monthly Archives: November 2013

Knowing that You’re Plugged In…

Last night, beneath my blanket, under a mosquito net, I tried to sleep… and although it was like every other night since I got my pump in 2002, I was particularly aware that I was connected to it last night… every turn and shift made me alert to the fact that next to me lay a small mechanical box keeping me alive!!

 

Sitting at the table this morning drinking milk tea (a Kenyan staple), I wonder what caused my hypersensitivity… my pump site wasn’t causing any discomfort, and while I got tangled a little bit, that’s kind of normal when turning over in sleep… and yet, the entire 7 hours of semi-sleep, I consciously knew I was attached. Hmmm, metaphorically, maybe this means I’m having an issue with always having to be attached via cord to a lifeline… and maybe these musings are better for later in the day, once I’ve gotten more caffeine… anyone with a psychoanalysis of this predicament, I am open to your interpretation.